New day, new week, new month, new chances for changes...

Ever noticed how similar the word 'change' and 'chance' are? This can't be coincidence. After two months of hard work in looking for jobs and personal growth I am still no further. At least it looks like that! I am different from the person I was or so to say: even more myself. I try to be myself on purpose. And it's hard work, when you made acting like expected your second (or even first!) nature. Every day gives a new chance for new hope... a new opportunity for change... and it makes me curious... what will happen today? this week? this new month? The answer to that I cannot know today. I will know afterwards... but that does not make me without influence on what will happen... this is my chance to make a change!